Here, There and Everywhere...

Moon of Celebration~
Now that summer's long days are coming to a close,
I celebrate the time and effort I put into my daily rituals.
Washing dishes, sweeping floors, brushing my hair, these monotonous mindless actions put me at ease.
In them I can revel in thought.
I give thanks for my loved ones, people who come into and out of the tide of my life.

A Poem for love that surrounds me........

"Salutation"

O generation of the thoroughly smug
and thoroughly uncomfortable,
I have seen fishermen picnicking in the sun,
I have seen them with their untidy families,
I have seen their smiles full of teeth
and heard ungainly laughter.
And I am happier than you are,
And they were happier than I am;
And the fish swim in the lake
and do not even own clothing."

Ezra Pound~

Current Mood: thankful
Current Music: Don't want to be treated this old way

Starbucks Venti: Earl Grey
The Way I See It: #279

"Beware of turning into the enemy you most fear. All it takes is to lash out violently at someone who has done you some grievous harm, proclaiming that only your pain matters in this world. More than against that person's body, you will then, at that moment, be committing a crime against your own imagination."
-Ariel Dorfman-
Novelist, playwright and essayist.

Current Mood: energetic
Current Music: Please Don't Stop the Music

Spring Love
I am in love with spring!
Inspiring and fertile, spring has sprung, and I am ready and willing.
Love, love, love it!

anything is possible..........

Current Mood: optimistic
Current Music: Pacabel's Cannon

Just thinking
Bluberry muffins smell yuummy,
baking in the coffee shop.
Sunshine on my neck.
Possibly finding it.
Whatever that may be.
Jumping headfirst into nothing
and everything, all at once.

Current Mood: hopeful
Current Music: Dashboard

So much
fucking HOMEWORK!!
I am drowning in research, power point and text books.
The only thing saving me is politics.

Current Mood: anxious
Current Music: Seek and Destroy

She wrote
I am a fool
Pissing at magic.

My heart hurts to even hear such crap.

Pissing at magic:
Never!
I can't even imagine the thought of it.
S
Still and always will be,
"Seriously in love with it all." C.S.

Current Mood: frustrated
Current Music: Gotta Have Faith

Rain
Pouring down deep heavy thoughts
like water is memory
drenching my mood in meloncholy music.
No life preserver thrown to my rescue
just deep dark puddles swallowing me whole.

Current Mood: gloomy
Current Music: I Can't Stand the Rain

New Years Resolution
Live Large
Love Life
Be Present
Acknowledge Beauty
Forgive
Dance
Graduate
Ascend
Nurture
Growth
Spiritual Awareness

Stay "Seriously in love with it all"...C.S.

Current Mood: grateful
Current Music: You Can't Always Get What You Want

Flags
I am looking out the window
across the street from where I sit
a bulding is lined with multi-colored flags
sprouting up out of the gutters a rainbow of material flaps in the wind
Yellow
Blue
Yellow
Blue
Red
Yellow
Blue
Red
Yellow
Blue
Red

This pattern is familiar
inspiration
sadness
inspiration
sadness
Love
inspiration
sadness
Love
inspiration
sadness
Love.

Current Mood: curious
Current Music: Gone Daddy Gone

Done with Finals
YAY!!
I am so ready for winter.
Ready to bask in the desolation and darkness winter blows through
feel the cold dampness in my bones
tredge through snow waist deep
free fall onto my back landing in the powder stretching my arms and legs out into the white blanket beneath me.

"Seriously in love with it all"
C.S.

Current Mood: ecstatic
Current Music: Baroque baby

Looking through the rain streaked window
I spy a sticker on the phone booth.
Black with bold white letters
"NOW IS ALL YOU HAVE".

I think FUCK, I sure hope not!!

This moment is tough.
This moment is fraught with sadness.
This moment is like fingernails on a chalkboard.

I think FUCK THAT!

"NOW IS NOT ALL I HAVE! THERE IS ALWAYS TOMORROW".

Tomorrow will be filled with love.
Tomorrow will be exceptional.
Tomorrow will be the day of all days to come.

I will never give up on myself.
I will never accept that this is all there is.
Today is not the only day. Hope for tomorrow. Hope.

Current Mood: creative
Current Music: Polly

Contemplation
I have been thinking alot about moving,
relocating,
wandering,
adventuring,
existing someplace other than here.

Where I haven't a clue.

The wind is blowing and I am going with it.

Current Mood: restless
Current Music: Major Tom

time
is flying by like leaves on the wind.......

I want to:
Fall into something glorious.
Reach a goal.
Help a friend.
Get a new job.
Face the music.
Kiss my girlfriend.
Pet my cat.
Try something new.

I must never forget I am alive!!!!!

Current Mood: ecstatic
Current Music: I Did it My Way

Sunshine Everlasting
Why oh why can't it last forever???
I am loving this sunshine and never want it to end!!
The warm glow on my skin makes me want to shout..........
"Seriously in love with it all."c.s.

Current Mood: excited
Current Music: Sunshine Daydream

Long lost journal writer
am I.
My pen has strayed from paper.
I must return to my roots, my art, my lifeline.
Allowing time to enter this story has given me new hope of ressurection.

Reeling in Redemption.

Current Mood: enthralled
Current Music: Dashboard

"I want to be naked"
The girl on your computer sings.

we sit opposite the table from each oher typing away,

you are anxious for the race....

and I ask you what you think?

about what? is your reply.

nothing I say.........

but I was thinking about the girl singing
and
what she was saying.......
I mean I was really thinking

"I want to be naked"
with you.

I am such a hopeless and undeniable dyke.
I am a girl who likes girls like you

Current Mood: awake
Current Music: Alannis

Wind
is welcome movement.
New job.
Spring is springing
and I still believe in love.

"Nothing good is easy".

Current Mood: creative
Current Music: Like a Rolling Stone

Poem for tonight
Body of a Woman

Body of a woman, white hills, white thighs,
you look like a world, lying in surrender.
My rough peasant's body digs in you
and makes the son leap from the depth of the earth.

I was alone like a tunnel. The birds flew from me,
and night swamped me with its crushing invasion.
To survive myself I forged you like a weapon,
like an arrow in my bow, a stone in my sling.

But the hour of vengeance falls, and I love you.
Body of skin, of moss, of eager and firm milk.
Oh the goblets of the breast! Oh the eyes of absence!
Oh the roses of the pubis! Oh your voice, slow and sad!

Body of my woman, I will persist in your grace.
My thirst, my boundless desire, my shifting road!
Dark river-beds where the eternal thirst flows
and weariness follows, and the infinite ache.

Pablo Neruda

Current Mood: contemplative
Current Music: Where is my Mind

Exception to the rule
Love is of course my little lamb chop
who is what it is
and that be love for sure.
She is it all of it and everything.
So the rest is ya know what it is and will be.
and we all know that can be trying.

Current Mood: creative
Current Music: Let it be

I am so confused
i want to believe
in this thing called love
love
love
i am living proof they say
but when it's all said and done
fuck
man
woman
where be it
this thing called love
i want to believe

Current Mood: curious
Current Music: Sargeant Peppers Lonely Heart Club

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